Tuesday, June 12, 2007

A poem of hope..

TAKE EACH DAY, ONE AT A TIME
One day at a time - this is enough.
Do not look back
and grieve over the past,
for it is gone.
Do not be troubled
about the future,
for it has yet to come.
Live in the present,
and make it so beautiful
that it will be worth
remembering.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Monday blues..

GOSH... How i hate monday. Kadang tu duduk kat office ni menunggu sampai bilalah this clock will tick until i can go home. I just need some rest. Btw, i guess im so worn out today because i went for a jog at the back of my house at 6.00 am. Dah rasa badan tu rasa berat terpaksalah aku jogging sikit sikit kan. Esok i was thinking of doing it again until i can reach my ideal weight (68kg) So far sejak melangkah ke alam pekerjaan ini graf pun asyik positif je, tak pernah turun turun, i mean graf berat badanlah, hois fikir yang bukan bukan lah ni.


Jep went to Kl yesterday and Illa ask me to send her to the airport today. Sebelum balik tu dia belanja makan nasi ayam kidurong ... tap tap dia kena belanja dalam RM 18.00 in total. Tapi she told me she would rather spend it there , then at the airport yang cost minum je dah almost 5.00 for a small glass of nescafe. Why do u think that the airport all around malaysia ini mahal mahal belaka kan . Is it because , its an airport.... and only loaded people fly on the plane or its just daylight robery. Tapi setahu saya di Tawau, the cost for drinks and other food stuff taklah semahal di Bintulu, Miri , Kota kinabalu , Sandakan or Kuala lumpur.


Before i send Illa to the airport today, i manage to see Oprah Whinfrey aka My idol at channel 10. Dulu she was in channel 70 now dah tukar dah. Do you know that the crowning Miss USA now is formerly working in HARPO ( Company si Oprah tulah). She have been working at Harpo as an intern for almost 8 months before she was crowned Miss America, and now she is working for Donald Trump. She was then asked "since she is and was working for 2 most influencial people on earth would she become the next Oprah Whinfrey" then she said " no i dont want to be another Oprah, she is a great person but that is Oprah no one can compare to her, i just want to make my own name and be a great person myself ( macam tulah, the saying not that exact kan.) I remember wooing on her during the pagaent. Iyalah dahlah cantek pandai pulak tu, and according to Oprah , she graduated in Journalism with an honour and GPA 3.5 above, pandai dia ni kan. Vangganya aku.
P.S. Aku tak tau pun dia ni bekas pekerja si Oprah. So hari ni aku pun bercita-cita nak kerja dengan si Oprahlah hehehee . According to her people working at Harpo is so unbelievable and the staff are so dedicated to thier work. It seems that working with Oprah drives you to ur upmost limit. Gosh i wonder how that felt kan.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

We are the world..

i think this is the best and most influencial song during the 80's. I remember I use to sing this song everday when I was in form 5( adus lama dah tu almost 20 years ago lah) . It does bring great memories to me and i hope to share it with you today,hoping that it would bring some nostalgic memories for you and me to reminise.

Baguskan teknologi terkini mengembalikan nostalgia masa lalu.




I remember my classmates use to sing the song , taking turns and I use to sing part bila Michael Jackson and Lionel Richie nyanyi heheh perasanlahkan masa tu,but it was fun kan. During the middle 80's we use to see the Solid Gold competition nowadays dah tak ada dah, kalau sekarang ni emm... American/Brit top 40 lah cam tu, and everytime this song wins i would jump up for joy, ala ala vanggalah lagu aku menang padahal tak dapat sesen pun kan.

Tears of Endurements

Looking at this, makes me wonder if i do want to publish this entry . I have downloaded the pictures earlier but then i put it under save mode because i am still not sure if i want to publish it.

Reasons why, i guess because death is not something that everybody really loves to think about, but then if we are only focus on all the good things in life then that would make us selfish right.

As i have mentioned earlier, my mom's older Brother died a week ago . You know what sadden me the most... looking at my mums face, those emptyness and the lost of a love ones. I remember my mum and my uncle planned to go back to thier home town somewhere in the Phillipines to have a reunion along with thier last remaining siblings and families, but with all the health constain and unexpected family commitments they postpone it until this year end.

I have told my mum earlier that if they decide to go, i might accompany her ... well to at least look after her and indirectly get to know my roots, but with my uncle death, i dont know if she still wanted to take the trip or not knowing that one of her reason of going has passed by.






Thomas J. Blantocas ( RIP)


My mum during the funeral



My grieving family




The graveyard my uncle was burried. A nice a peaceful place.


The internal place my uncle was burried.

P.S. May the lord blessed my Uncle Thomas Javier Blantocas in purgatory and may his soul rest in peace. Amen.

Friday, June 8, 2007

Im back..

Hello you guys,
I just came back from Sabah, my uncle from my mother's site passed away. I will have an entry for that very soon, once i charge back my camera batteries. I wanna share with you the endurements of losing someone. I have always been optimistic on death as its a beginning of a whole new and exciting life, but then what have we done to prepare ourself to be accepted to the new world.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Pesta kaamatan and Garu Guru Gerai Nyamai...Happy Gawai


Its Harvest festival again.. and tommorow is a holiday to us here in Sarawak and Sabah.YAHOOO.... I want to wish all my Kadazandusun and Gawai dayak friends "Happy Kaamatan dan Happy Gawai" Singarung kio and Ngiruppppppppppp dek ............ Apoo... Special wish to Andy Toda and Family and Carlina Freddie and family

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Joke of the day.

A DAY IN A FAMILY....

Dad: Son... you go to kedai .. buy me sofdrink?
Anak: Ok... emmm.... Cok or pepsi?
Dad: Cok
Anak: Diet or regular?
Dad : Regular
Anak: Bottle or tin?
Dad: Botol
Anak: 1 liter or 8 oz?
Dad: Sial .. cilaka..grrrr grrrrrrrr water jelah ..(face burning red)
Anak: Natural or mineral?
Dad: Mineral
Anak: cold or hot little - little ?
Dad: You want penyapu ... i hit you nanti ......
Anak: Penyapu........ lidi ka or kayu?
Dad: Binatang!!!!!!! animal... hurry uplah.
Anak: Pig or cow...???