How they grew up so fast

Berjinak jinak sikit sudah dengan lolanya hehehe and siapa yang sebelah pegang kartu tu jugak this is 2006. all grown up in 2007. hehe 2006 ian, afique with diding. see how fast they grew kan. another pic of nanay and afique. A very funny pic of afique ( 2004) this is his scary face.. ajaran kakak dia lah tu. hehe thats funny. See how small they are still. 2003 was like years ago the kids are still so small and now... ahhhh aisyah dah masuk pre U and boboy just finish his PMR. Christmas 2003 ( nanay and afique) masih kecil lagi , tapi dah ada ciri ciri nakal tu hehehe.

BILLS BILLS BILLS.

Tension sangat hari ni. I withdraw some money to renew my motocycle road tax today which cost me around RM 300.00 after i told the lady to reduce it from nearly 450. After i paid it off i was so happy that i made some savings.

Then when i reach home, and i try to switch on my beloved car, it just woul'nt start ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh not the battery again. I just change the battery last year and now it spoilt again. So again i went to the same shop last year to ask for a price to replace it and he quoted RM 160.00 for a non liquid battery. PUHHHHH another RM 160.00 goes down the drain.

Pepandai je mr car ask for his share of my salary after i thrown some of it to my Bike. Benci benci. I told my friends both adik beradik nak duit bulan ni so i spend almost 500 for my car and motorcycle this month. tensionnye aku.

I just take it as Karma.. and believe that something good will come after this. I'm hopeful.

MY THOUGHTS.

Today Salya ask me about death.. Her friend grieved over the lost of her mother and ask Salya about what and how she think and felt. She asked me the same question and this are my thoughts:-

DEATH IS NOT AN END.. DEATH IS A BEGINNING OF A NEW LIFE. I KNOW ITS SAD TO LOOSE SOMEONE THAT WE LOVE BUT WE HAVE TO THINK THAT HE/SHE WILL GAIN SO MUCH MORE COZ SHE/HE WILL COME TO ANOTHER PERSON GREATER THAN US. SO ITS OKAY TO GRIEF OVER DEATH BUT STOP THE MOURNING AND THINK ABOUT THE PRECIOUS TIME YOU'VE SPENT TOGETHER.

REMEMBER ONE DAY WE ARE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER SOMEDAY , SOMEWHERE BUT UNTIL THEN KEEP THEM CLOSE TO YOUR HEART.

That's what i think, later i want to share about being in the moment..maybe in a way it will help others.

WRITTERS BLOCK UNDONE.

I have the tendency to write these last few days. I guess the urgeness i have come back to tell you my story and how i feel, my walks of life and the path im taking, or its just the seasons greeting that makes me feel gloomy.

Gloomy ke.. no its not gloomy, the weather is gloomy. I spend most of my time in the office nowdays to finish my Desk File ( File Meja ) as i targetted to finish it before this end of the month, means i have to do it during aidiladha holidaysssss, tapi kan its okay coz i got nothing going on anyway.

I will be coming back to Tawau this 20th December and coming back to Kl again on the 2nd January. Excited hellllll yea.. i got a new niece that i havent seen and i'm moving to my new house next yearrrrrrrr.. Looking forward for new things in life.

CHRISTMAS IN APPROACHING

GOALS.

Over the past few years i've been thinking " is this what life have to offer me". What if i die tommorow would i be satisfied with myself with the accomplishment i had, or would i be proud of the things that i do throught my life.

Then it hits me,late last year. Being in the moment is important, coz having to analyse our life makes things more complicated. What i do today is what matters most of all ( i do not know if i would live that long anyway hehehe). So i started to make my life into a chapter and again deviding in into small chapters. I decided to make a long goal in my life which i jot it down in a piece of paper and then jot down my short term goals that i keep to myself. Oh and then work hard to accomplish it( For short term). For the long term keep it in mind but do not think about it everyday.. wait for it to happen but pray to god and always believe that it will only it takes a little bit of time.

THE SECRET REALLY WORKS.

Great things happen to us, when we preserver and pray hard for it to happen.

In the secret, you were ask to do a wish list and to put it aside( hidden) and last year i did my wish list and true enough some of it comes true. For ones i finally bought a house which i wanted ( i wanted a small house which is near to my work place) i know why small , well i wanted a small one coz im a lazy bum and i hate house chores hehehe.

Second i wish silently that i will get a raised in grad( work) and i did well i had a great small surprise too i was anointed Best Employee of the year for my Faculty. Some great surprise ha.. As i said great things happen when we hope, pray and believe ( plus work hard for it too..., then when you did all that comes luck.

So, i'm opening up my wish list again this year to hope for greater things for the years ahead.