AKALA MO the translation

If you listen to my song choice you would notice that its a new Filipino Song. My sister in Law Bell introduce me this song last Christmas. I instantly loved it and recently being an addicted i search at Bear share and found out that she is damn famous in the Phillipines.

The song is quiet soft ( for those who are at the boderline age you might like this song)

Akala Mo... (Don't you think)

Akala mo hindi ko nakita( Do you think i never realise)
Maligaya ka 'pag ako ay masaya ( that you're happy when i'm in deep sorrow)
Akala mo hindi ko naisip ( Do you ever think i've never thought)
Na kasama ako sa iyong panaginip ( am i with you in ur dreams)

Bawat sabihin ko (so listen to what i say)
Alam ko nakikinig ka ( I know that ur listening to this)
Akala mo siguro hindi ko nakita ( Sometimes you might think that i never see)

Akala mo hindi ko pansin ( Do you think i never see)
Akala mo hindi ko alam ( Do you think i never knew)
Mahal mo nga ako kahit hindi mo man sabihin ( You deeply love me but you never said it)
Akala mo hindi ko napansin( Don't you think i never felt)

Akala mo hindi ko naririnig ( Dont you think i never listen)
Tibok ng puso mo't kaba ng dibdib ( to every beat of my heart , will you hear it)
Akala Mo hindi ko nadama ( Do you think i never felt)
Na kasama ako sa lungkot at saya ( that i felt you sorrow)

Kapag kailangan kita ( when i needed you the most)
Dumarating ka ( you're always there with me)
Akala mo siguro hindi ko nakita ( Maybe you never think that i never saw it)

Akala mo hindi ko pansin
Akala mo hindi ko alam
Mahal mo nga ako kahit hindi mo man sabihin
Akala mo hindi ko napansin

Akala mo hindi ko pansin
Akala mo hindi ko alam
Mahal mo nga ako kahit hindi mo man sabihin
Akala mo hindi ko napansin

Akala mo gano'n lang yon ( Do you think thats the way it is )
Alam ko 'yon kahit noon ( i know thats the way it is)
Akala mo hindi ko napansin ( do u think i never see)

Thanks to my mum for helping me up with the translation. Aku rasa-rasa macam tu lah maksudnye sikit sikitlah. For those that found some of the translation does'nt agree please comment.

MUMS JEANS

I was and never a fashion critic as u can see from my previous entry i never even touch on fashion coz i know i am the last person who should be talking about fashion but today its different coz ... tengoklah sendiri.

Well i guess this pants come in the mid 80's where people ( who in the hell created it) started wearing baggy pants and soon it transform in jeans and comes the birth of Mum's jeans. I'm sure u've seen it most of the time today and hey maybe you're one of them.

The thing with mum's jeans is that it makes u look like a pear. big on top and small on the bottom. I remember sheila Majid use to wear them too in the Mid 80's and so does many of my friends and familys including me. The more baggy it is the more stylist u look and the style grew but in the beggining of the millinium the baggy pants starts dissapearing, entah jadi lapik meja kot sebab kain rentang lebar kan.




But then again it comes back again early this year when Siti Nurhalija start wearing Mum's jeans again. I bet u Dato' k mau tak mau je pandang siti masa tu. hehe. Oh siti oh siti kenapalah siapa yang campak ko seluar tu.hehe. pelik betul. Those days siti use to remind me on winnie the pu uh and how do u want ur tea,.. and then she answer in a cup but now its SITI IN MUM'S JEANS. APOOOOOOOOO

The moody me.

Yesterday Someone (D) called me up, sounds upset and at the verge of tears. Well oviously she was upset by things at home. After talking for a while for what had happen i soon realise the tears seems to boil at home.

Yelah, i guess its only human that sometimes we are unaware of our wrong doings and we cannot read peoples mind, and sometimes the other person might have his own issues that he cannot resolve , making it hard for him to face his current situation.

I do face the same stage at this time.. being unsure of what i want and what i felt makes it hard for me to express how i felt inside me. Sometimes being quiet doesn't mean that we are mad, its just meant that i would like to be left alone. Let me digest my feelings alone and soon i will be okay. No Drama please.

So when she called me up yesterday, it triggers me, how i need to be alone myself. How i myself do not understand my feelings and more to express my thoughts. So the only advise i gave her was to give it a rest. let him be for a while and he'll come back to his senses soon. I know its hard to don't understand people .. especially when you are a person that expresses yourself openly, but remember not everybodys the same. Some people need time to digest and some people just need time to rest.

A POEM.

i was browsing tru some things in the internet and found this poem along with 100 more poem they posted. Being from the science stream i just couldn't understand poem either its a English or Malay but this poem struck a cord inside me.



I FACE THE WORLD


I face the world with a smile, no one knows whats hid inside
they see happiness, They cant see all the tears I cried
When I'm alone I hurt, I hide so no one knows the real me
I try to fit in, for a while I do, But I slip out and run before they see
They want to play judge and jury and convict me, everyone has a say
I'm innocent yet, you judge me guilty, , why do they get a say they dont know me anyway


How can they judge me if what I've done is right or wrong?
In the end I just gave up, I knew my body heart and soul did not have long
where is the strength I know I once had? How can I find out when
I'm walking under dark clouds raining sad
They say life will go on, and I must learn to cope with this loss and live again
But how can they even know my pain and guilt without being where I have been.

Autum Skiles

Slow motion

Punyelah aku malas lately nak update my blog. I notice some of my freinds pun dah slow down, its either life is hectic or life is a bore.

Being in Serdang, things are going and running but what i miss most of all is being with my friends as what i use to do in Bintulu. Meeting Mat, Carlina , Ain , Sudirman and the rest of the gang. Meeting up for breakfast chatting until 2 hours, then meeting the rest of my tutor friends Sharul, Kak long , Jep. Those are the good old days ya.

If u ask me if im rested here.. i don't know coz i guess there is so much more to do. so much thing to see and most of all so much place to visit. so i guess all that i can do is just to sit back enjoy the ride and see what tommorow brings.

Oh btw American idol is here again. Kak Long if ur reading this .. i miss talking to u about idol every week. hehehe.

Somethings gotta change.

Gosh when is it going to rain in KL. Its been dry ever since new year, Although the weather is just fair.. panas lite lite je tapi it has been dry. I heard from my Family and Andy back in Sarawak, the Borneo Island has been wet and funny coz Kuching Flooded.. Now thats new, guess the world is upside down.

You know what i think.. i think all of this happens becuase of excessive felling of trees and rainforest. Ini salah Menteri-menterilah ni ( Eh.. boleh ke aku mengutuk menteri kat sini wahlah i ni orang gomen) alah.. komen lite lite bolehlah kan.

If u come to Sarawak and you take the so called highway from Bintulu to Kuching, you will notice that Sarawak hardly have any more rainforest. All whats left is some secondary forest that hardly surviving, and the rest are bare lands. Its kinda sad to see (lagi-lagilah aku ni jenis yang tak pandai tidur during the journey). So when Andy told me Kuching is flooded a few weeks ago.. it surprises me but not in a big waylah.. coz i saw it coming.

I hope it will rain in a few more days.. my students soon will be doing their planting and the rain helps especially its going to be a long holiday soon. Oh yea Gong Xi Fa Chai to all my chinese friends ( berapa keratlah sangat kawan cina i ni), but anyway for those celebrating a very Happy Chinese New Year and for those yang tak sambut tahun baru, selamat bercuti.. cuti panjang oooooooo isnin selasa.

Christmas is Giving.

Christmas is all about giving ...


Bell doing the karoke.. its the pinoy game, when u got the present u have to sing the song...



Ahmad with the macarena..