THE SECRET 3

THE SECRET 2

THE SECRET

I Hope that my freinds will see and look at this hopefully they will find an inner strength and new ways to change themself. Carlina, salya , Sharifah and so many people out there i hope u find something out of this.

A world of puzzle.

I'm off to Malacca today for a short course on Communication, although i feel that my communication skill are good as compared to some of my ....... but i still need to enhance to improve myself more.

Yesterday i have a nice chat with a long lost freind, a few years ago something happen that i totally disregard him in my life, but i guess tru time patience and forgiveness comes over me and i accepted his appology but things are still not as good as before, there is still bruises and pain that rarely still unmended but we its a start.

As we chatting, he told me how hard it is for him , ever since he got transfered to Johore as his job required. He said he cannot stand being out of Kay El. That was the same remard Sahari said when he got transfered to Perak.

To me work is work and u cannot choose where u should be ( eleh ) hehe, but saying that one cannot stand being in a small town , Gosh thats wrong. As if we are really from KL. To me some people just like to make that remarks to show how KL they are and how they are use to the KL ways. Ideally who am i to disregard their opion but look who's talking some people have been in KL all their life but still remain the same. They are still the same old person that you knew before. I remember one of a girl i once knew in BAL ask me out for a jug of beer. Oh god Daling i don't drink beer only coffee. She used to be a sweet girl from a small kampung but why is it when someone stays in kl, Boose, cigarette and sex is one of thier normal norm in their daily lives. I just feel that its wrong.

so come back to my freind in Johore, i told him that you could be surprise that people from the small town are better than in big cities. People in big cities are soooooooooo superficial and i hope and pray that i would'nt turn to be like them one day. Its just hard to see the spirit flew from their bodies and the only thing you see is just a black ash covering their whole body.

Nostalgic.. ya.

Weird ya.. yes its SHEILA MAJID. A tribute to her and her song that really touches my life for many years. I was introduce to sheila majid in the late 80's i think it was on the 85 during my from 5 ( yea u'oll i dah tua hehe). The first single was Pengemis muda and uhhhhhhh i just hated the song, voice and singer. I use to call her suara tercekik coz she sound so screking with a high pitch.

Then in 1987 i went to Kl for the first time, that was during my sisters Graduation in UKM and i heard SINARAN for the very first time at the shoping mall, i think it was The Mall and after coming back from Kl, my addiction of Sheila started.

So basically i was all over her song, her voice and yes her looks. Its a full pachage ya. Throught the years her songs have touches me so deeply that once i hear it , it brings much memories to me.

Here are some of her album and songs that really struck a course to my life.








INTRO TO LAGENDA.

Ini tersilap letak actually , i was the album before lagenda is out.


DIMENSI BARU.

The first album. Dimensi baru, u know i only bought this album after i bought sinaran, i borrowed it from my best friend jeffrey from Taiko Plantation. Use to love the song Gerimis Semalam and Dia.


SINARAN

Now this is the album that introduces me to sheila. My fav song was Sinaran ( use to sing it while riding my bike) and Di dalam emosi ( oh god, that touches me so deeply) now when i hear this song it remind me of Taiko Plantation and my poverty good old days hehehe.

WARNA

Now this album remind me when we first move in to our new home in Shangrilla park, that was in 1988 or 1999 i cant really remember. use to love the song Memori and Jelingan manja.


LAGENDA

This album was out when i was working in BAL. I love this album to death hehe. gila kan. It was suppose to be a tribute to the legandary P ramlee which i never really minat lah, but the album bring a craze to my world. The album and songs still bring chills to my heart when ever i played it. I remember i bough this one particular album 3 times cos cepat rosak, tau taulah dulu kan kaset and later i bought the original CD.


GEMILANG

I bought this album when i entered UPM. I remember i was in Prelim and i use to played so loud that everyone in the dorm shouted HOIIIIIIII SHEILA CUKUPLAH NYANYI PENAT KAMI DENGAR HEHE.


RATU

I remember i went for the launching of this album with andy. Kan andy. Gosh i was a pathetic fan but actually the album was a flop. I don't realy like the album that much.


KUMOHON

This album was out in 1998 i think when i was taking my degree in Bioindustry. Honest this is one of the best work she did. I even went to her concert with Kend and Diding at stadium negara. Gosh i love the song Ku mohon.


INIKAH NAMANYA CINTA.

I didn't really buy this album as i got it from Salya, her father was a deejay but honestly this was the last album i had of her, and soon my interst dissapear until now, but listening to her music again its nice to reminise the good old days. Thanks for the wonderful gift of memories.

ITs FILTHY RED..

I was looking at my pic, how it bores me , the colour the fond and everything about it. Then something pops up our of my mind and here it is.

ITS REDDDDDDD AND I LOVE IT.

I hope that this year my life will be as vibrant as the red itself and hopefully i can achieve what i had hoped for soon

AKALA MO the translation

If you listen to my song choice you would notice that its a new Filipino Song. My sister in Law Bell introduce me this song last Christmas. I instantly loved it and recently being an addicted i search at Bear share and found out that she is damn famous in the Phillipines.

The song is quiet soft ( for those who are at the boderline age you might like this song)

Akala Mo... (Don't you think)

Akala mo hindi ko nakita( Do you think i never realise)
Maligaya ka 'pag ako ay masaya ( that you're happy when i'm in deep sorrow)
Akala mo hindi ko naisip ( Do you ever think i've never thought)
Na kasama ako sa iyong panaginip ( am i with you in ur dreams)

Bawat sabihin ko (so listen to what i say)
Alam ko nakikinig ka ( I know that ur listening to this)
Akala mo siguro hindi ko nakita ( Sometimes you might think that i never see)

Akala mo hindi ko pansin ( Do you think i never see)
Akala mo hindi ko alam ( Do you think i never knew)
Mahal mo nga ako kahit hindi mo man sabihin ( You deeply love me but you never said it)
Akala mo hindi ko napansin( Don't you think i never felt)

Akala mo hindi ko naririnig ( Dont you think i never listen)
Tibok ng puso mo't kaba ng dibdib ( to every beat of my heart , will you hear it)
Akala Mo hindi ko nadama ( Do you think i never felt)
Na kasama ako sa lungkot at saya ( that i felt you sorrow)

Kapag kailangan kita ( when i needed you the most)
Dumarating ka ( you're always there with me)
Akala mo siguro hindi ko nakita ( Maybe you never think that i never saw it)

Akala mo hindi ko pansin
Akala mo hindi ko alam
Mahal mo nga ako kahit hindi mo man sabihin
Akala mo hindi ko napansin

Akala mo hindi ko pansin
Akala mo hindi ko alam
Mahal mo nga ako kahit hindi mo man sabihin
Akala mo hindi ko napansin

Akala mo gano'n lang yon ( Do you think thats the way it is )
Alam ko 'yon kahit noon ( i know thats the way it is)
Akala mo hindi ko napansin ( do u think i never see)

Thanks to my mum for helping me up with the translation. Aku rasa-rasa macam tu lah maksudnye sikit sikitlah. For those that found some of the translation does'nt agree please comment.