Procastinating

I finally finish updating my File this morning. I've been procastinating it coz:-
1. I am not in the mood to do it, even dow its urgent.
2. I am still not sure how i want to do it ( what approach can I do, to make it simple for
people to access it.
3. Many things rushes to my brain lately.. macam berserabut kepala aku ni.
4. There are still some minor things that need to be updated.

So finally i finish doing it this afternoon ( tak keluar lunch lagi) but there is a few more things to furnish. hopefully by that time i can do it ASAP. The ISO gerak gempur is going to be very soon and i hope that by that time my files are all updated ya.

Next week i'm going to kuching. So practically i'm a little bz to prepare before i go off. AHHHHH banyak sangat benda nak buat.. the ISO lagi , the Club lagi , The permohonan kenaikan pangkat lagi .. apooooooo banyaknye.

I Need a rest dude.

I'm going to take 2 days leave starting tommorow until next monday. I felt beat out working rushing with the ISO and so many other things. I badly need a rest and to rejuvinate myself back and start afresh on Monday.

Keep the spirit up.

I hope i can just chill out and rest at home.

NCR Audit Closing.

Today,its a buzy day for me. This morning we have another ISO audit thing, which is such a hasle, Zairul told me this morning that their Department has been trying to get the ISO sijil for almost 10 years but still could'nt manage it. Well after the audit last month , this month we're suppose to decide whether we should close or let some of the Non Compliance records.

I'm still crawling myself and now i am the Internal audit Coordinator, penatnye buat benda ni, but i guess i have to kan.

Anyway hope things will turn possitively today. GOD I NEED A REST ingat nak beli ticket balik kg la. I want to go back to Tawau and have a week rest. I need it and owe it to myself.

40 a new life begins.

Did you manage to see Oprah last night. Its actually a rerun from the previous season but as usual its Oprah and one never goes tired watching. Anyway its all about Mid age crisis and how one deals with it.

Middle age begins at 40 ( kira betullah jugak when they said Life begins at 40). Some people believe that at the age of 40 your life comes full circle and at first i wasn't taken by the thoughts but then when i pull 40 last year , i began to notice that my life does goes full circle.

The Jews believe that as when we reach adolescence( for girls it when they reach the age of 16 and for guys it started a little bit late ( 21 to be axact heeh sebab kaum lelaki ni lambat matang ). Anyway after that age you life soon to change and you embraces a new persona for the world ahead. Thats is the age where you become rebelious, uncertain and trying to find yourself ( no wonder i sucks when i first belajar kat upm... everybody seems to hate me, coz i was this very bitter person and looking at it sometimes i wonder why Andy , Salya, Cornel and some of my dearest freinds likes me, but as times goes by and soon we realize how different we are from that person. I guess in my case, i was awaken by the thoughts that my freinds around me started turning to be the people that i hated and finally i realize that they actually became me, and it scares me.

My way of reacting and thinking ( i guess being fierce, rude , evil and Devil seems to be the exit before people critisizes me and hurt me). Once my mum ever told me to be gentle and soft ( which i felt redicolous) because she was the one that told me when i was a toldler to stand out for my own and to be fierce. Her thoughts somehow sticks to my head and now i realise what she meant. After 40 years old of living in this world i realize what my mum is trying to said, and now it open a whole new world for me.

My friends are closer to me, I become more calmer in doing my work and obtain great tolerence towards other people. I felt as if my life is richer now ( not in terms of money .. well i hope God grace me with that too) but in terms of grace. Life is not a battle for me anymore, i see life as a new beggining to me and i can't wait to wake up again tommorow morning to face another day.

P.S. Recently i found out that you can attract people by just being you, honest, gracious, fun, loving but most of all accepting ( this i learn the hard way , coz now i learn to accept people for what they are rather than what i want them to be). I learn that giving people a sincere smile and gratitude makes a whole lot different in the people around you. So.. everytime you see a person today give them a big smile and don't hold you smile back just give then the biggest smile you can find and see how they react to it ( anyway its a good exercise for your face too)

AMENNNNN...........

EKIN WANNA BE...

Cuba tengok betul-betul adakah anda kenal siapa kedua-dua muslimah ini. FYI kedua-duanya dah kawin. Last week datang kl.. havoc satu campus. Dia orang peminat Tudung Ekin dan bercita tinggi nak jadi kumpulan nasyid hehe.

Sorang ni ada misai pulak tu hehehe. Saje bagi pic dia senget, for you to really look and see hehehe enjoy.

GAMBAR 18SX EKIN TIDAK DAPAT DISIARKAN, TAKUT NANTI TAMBAR KONTROVERSI. HEHE.

Prelim's Night Out

Last week on the 2nd May 2009 we had our first Prelim's bowling tournament in Mines wonderbowl. Seronok jugak we get together with the rest of the gang and friends. At first ramai jugak yang nak datang but towards the last minute everbody got something on. Anyway as usual the game has to go on and Donny and family came ( cute boy btw), Sahari and friends, Petra and cousin , Zairul and friend and of course me.

It was fun considering that all of us are amatuers ( not knowing that Petra was the grand winner for Jabatan Perhilitan CILAKA hehe).

Petra won first place ( as expected), then comes Sahari ( God Sahari.. this boy is so competetive coz he is so serius but atlast he only won second place hehehe) the third place was me and kitt sharing the same amount of total points.

Right after the Bowling game , we went to karaoke ( which my voice goes hoarse because of too much shouting at the bowling alley. Anyway it was fun, at least i got to see Donny for the first time in almost 9 years i think, but the best part of it , is sharing a game with good friends.










The incredible me.






First place is Petra with 46+ total points.( next time we won't invite Petra anymore coz he is a treat.. or we put him under the biggest loser.. mesti keluar awal nye)



Second place is Sahari with a total of 43+.



third place me and kitt with 274 marks.



The bowling team..






The winnner la konon, actually me and kitt got the same marks, but as the penganjur i just give him the present... but i won too hello.



After the bowling tournament g minum kejap at mamak stall in Mines.



This is when Sahari sang goyang inul... Very ..emmmm how would i say weird.???



The two birds Singing, don't they look adorable.



Im surprised because Kitt knows how to sing Indonesian songs ( banyak pulak dia tau tu).



After the game and Karaoke...from the Left:
Petra cousin, Zairul, Me and muaself, Petra, Sahari, Azlan Sahari Causin and Sahari Friend.