Monday, July 27, 2009

How imperfect is our lives.

Sorry i haven't been writing for quiet a long time, there is so much going on with my life.. first its our first audit and then going to Kuching for Davidson ( Andy's brother wedding) and then going to langkawi to accompany Salya for some CID work and then comes the second audit and going back to Tawau for a week holiday and now im preparing for another audit in August.

That doesn't count our trip last week to lancang to visit Petra. Life is so hectic and sometimes i felt as if 8 hours aday is not enough.

Anyway, that's still ongoing and now I'm busy preparing all those NCR from our last year audit... ( Audit audit audit bosan dah aku dengan audit ni hehehe)

First when i came to this faculty i felt how good the structure but even how strong the wall of bricks is , there must be a fragile spot that needs a lot of improving. Just like us.. how we planned our life so wonderfully but by the end of the day life is still imperfect but we gonna have to make do, thats why i would rather let things to be unplanned rather than planned coz thing that unplanned brings much surprise to us rather than planning it so rigidly and by the end of the day we cannot follow or achieve our plans and that made us depressed.

But i wouldn't say that planning is bad, im just saying that planning should be a little bit loose especially when it comes to be dealing with your relatives and freinds that you really really care.