Ever wondered

A few days ago, right after I talk with my older sister I pause and wonder what would life be without any brother and sisters. Okay let me push back to my older Golden years when I was a little kid.

My childhood is quiet blurry to me ( I guess it’s the agony of being poor ) that I somehow tried to push away all those struggling years. The one thing that I clearly remembered about my older sister is how big and mature she was when we were growing up. She was the only one in the family that could have an adult conversation with my mother. I use to remember her in the six grade and I was in Primary 1. How big and mature she was , how she use to line up to buy me Mak Marri noodles and Ice cream and how she would attend to me every recess time. How Acca and her use to treat as if I am a baby and pinching my cheeks saying how cute I am. ( no wonder I got big cheek nowadays).

At home my Oldest sister use to tend to our needs the younger sibling like teaching us how to read and write, bathing us and how she would cover all our wrong indulgent. I guess she is more towards our second mother rather than our sister because she would always take the blame for the wrong doing that we did. I use to be praise her for the great things that she accomplished like being one of the most cleaver person in her class and having to top the primary 6 exam for the whole school although we have only one primary 6 class for the whole school but my sister would always excel as compared to me.

Then, when she goes to secondary school , I clearly remember running to catch the bus every afternoon right after she cames back to greet her , waiting for either our sweets or the quey teow from the tuch shop back then. One good thing about my mother was , she would always ask us to run after the bus every time my sister came back from school everyday and that’s normal for us when we were growing up. How I would cry every night soon after my mother send them to stay with my Aunties in Tawau, and looking forward for the weekend when I could visit them at my Aunties house in Tawau. Then comes the nursing in Kota Kinabalu , how the whole family felt so proud of her when she got the offer. I remember going to the airport with the van along with the Perez to just send my sister to the airport coz at that time it matters. How every Christmas my sister would go home with all these presents to us , even after now finding out how hard it is for her to budget her money with only the small allowance she got tru nursing. I remember my brother want to buy his football shoes and she wrote to my sister about it and somehow she would send some cash back home, even with the little money she had. For someone who have less , she gave so much and guess what she still gives to us until now.

So, what would my life be without my sister, I guess a lot. I guess my sister thought me about life, appreciating life , honoring life and most of all to be a survivor. That’s why when my friends see me talking to my sister on the phone , they would be amaze with how much enthusiasm we talked . How my Nephew and Nieces would say , we are a crazy bunch coz we can laugh on top of our lungs about our golden days and our present days . So if you ask me how much amour I have for my sisters , words cannot tell how much I love my siblings.

Here is a pic of Tiny my sister's dog.
She is a Chiwawa which Originated from Spain ( I guess) hehe. Now Tiny as named is only around 6 inches long and weight less than half a kilo i think around 300-400 gm only. My sister told me that she can sing and hey i got doubts , then Gracy girl started to play the piano and suddenly i heard this squirling noice .. the little dog sang..........

It doesnt really rhyme with the song but the gracy play a soft tune, Tiny would sing softly too but when the tune runs hard and strong , she would sing as loud on top of her lungs too. I WANT A CHIWAWA......... hehehe. i never seen anything so beautiful and funny coz the dog sang.

my new picture frame.

Lately things have been so hectic in my life,
1. Teaching students for thier practical work.
2. The internet audit is coming soon and all of us are preparing for that
( C Carlina pun dah tension kan Carl)
3. I haven't been online with Hendrico since the last year, i mean we use to chat
online but we hardly did that kan Anned.
4. I cutted my hair short now ahaks and on top of that i colour is some more ..
hambek kau Mutaharah.
5. Now im working on the weekends to prepare for the auditors.

But basically things have been okay with me this side, SO EVERYONE IM STILL ALIVE AND KICKING OKAY , .. SO DONT WORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Y cannot download pics

I wonder y cant i download my pic here, i been trying to download it but i didnt come out. Would anyone comment on this please. Andy if you can.

Suppliments.

I found out recently from Oprah that Calcium supplement and Mg can reduce weight. Coincedently when i was in KL a week ago, my sister Inday ask me to take some Cal+ supplement coz i told her that i'm having joint problem especially early in the morning ( thats what 40 year old does to u , you know hehehe).

So basically now i am taking alot of supplement

1. Bio life Calcium Magnesium Plus
2. Garlic pearls ( vitahealth)
3. Fish oil ( Omega 3)

So lets get lean, and exercise for healthy living. BTW i bought myself an exercise kit and some dumbells too. My sister told me i gained so much weight since she saw me last year. AHHHHHHHHHHH Si Hendrico mesti suke mendengar ini kan. Benci aku kau annn..

Last year the campus starts to introduce a new system to work log in. I was away for Christmas for the intruduction but i was told that it would be a simple system that even a child could do it.

So, when i came back from my Holiday leave, i tried to log in but noted my name is not in the system. I was asked to fill up the daily log book until the mistake reverted, supposingly it only took a few day . Then came a week pass by , i called Jackson from ICT and he told me that they are still trying to ammend it in ICT, then comes 2 weeks and with this i called Jackson and my friend Zul to assist me on this. NOW ITS FEBRUARY AND STILL THE MISTAKE IS NOT RECTIFY, gosh i wonder is it that difficult to look into this matter or........ maybe they forget all my complaints and do thier normal chores.

So this morning i called up JACKSON again and complain about the same thing , he told me that he will check with Serdang again. It puzzled me did he complain the first time and did he made any counter check over my complaint. I told him that that was the same reason you gave me last time, and after that i called Zul again to recomplain on the matters.

GOSH I HOPE THAT THEY WILL TAKE ACTION ON THIS MATTER... I FED UP OF LISTENING TO THE SAME ANSWER..