Thursday, July 30, 2009

keep the faith dear.

Have you ever felt hopeless kerana things that you cannot grasp. Thats is how i felt right now, thinking about how hard it is to cope up with ISO.

Our Audit will be next week and i betapalah aku rasa not ready to face it. Sometimes i just go blank not with the whole situation but with the little knowledge i have and with the attitude of some people.

On my behalf it is not easy especially knowing that my knowledge in ISO is so minimal. Tulah diorang ni, dulu aku di janjikan that the management is going to take action so that i will be send for courses but soon after the transition of bosses it became silent ( i pun silent.. i guess its partly my fault) and now aku pun tak tau apa nak buat dah.

Pending issues hasn't been done ever since and now i felf as if its burdening myself. I don't know whose fault it is but i wish i could pass this one day.

Entahlah if i could pass this i would but .. entah i'm keeping my fingers cross.

Monday, July 27, 2009

How imperfect is our lives.

Sorry i haven't been writing for quiet a long time, there is so much going on with my life.. first its our first audit and then going to Kuching for Davidson ( Andy's brother wedding) and then going to langkawi to accompany Salya for some CID work and then comes the second audit and going back to Tawau for a week holiday and now im preparing for another audit in August.

That doesn't count our trip last week to lancang to visit Petra. Life is so hectic and sometimes i felt as if 8 hours aday is not enough.

Anyway, that's still ongoing and now I'm busy preparing all those NCR from our last year audit... ( Audit audit audit bosan dah aku dengan audit ni hehehe)

First when i came to this faculty i felt how good the structure but even how strong the wall of bricks is , there must be a fragile spot that needs a lot of improving. Just like us.. how we planned our life so wonderfully but by the end of the day life is still imperfect but we gonna have to make do, thats why i would rather let things to be unplanned rather than planned coz thing that unplanned brings much surprise to us rather than planning it so rigidly and by the end of the day we cannot follow or achieve our plans and that made us depressed.

But i wouldn't say that planning is bad, im just saying that planning should be a little bit loose especially when it comes to be dealing with your relatives and freinds that you really really care.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Monday, July 13, 2009

MY TO DO LIST.

This is one of my to do list from nowonwards. I want to see a cats play. mesmerized with ther song