a tombs too late

Last wednesday i went to Macy .. as usual when i'm bored i would just drive down to Macy and see whats the latest promotion.. sometimes i found a good bargain and sometimes i left empty ( but thats most of the case lately... nothing interest me nowadays.So to continue my story i end up buying some white organza ribbons . .. now thats a bargain. Actually i bought it for my Christmas tree. So yesterday i got a call from Diding and we end up talking about my ribbon from Macy.
Normally by this end of the year we would be busy discussing on our own Christmas Tree and our Christmas decoration, but its different ... this year i still can feel her emptyness.. her sorrowness and i wouldn't say that it was pain.. its more like .. a minute too late .. a gift that was taken away and a hope that was shattered. Guess that happens when you lost someone special in our life.. It changed us and it changed facing the world everyday. So i told her that life has to go on. we cannot just stop living because someone died. It wouldnt be fair to us and people around us. For me a death is not an ending of ones life but and extension of our love and gods love. If we look death in a different angle knowing that we wouldnt never meet again , then means we push the belief of everlasting life.

My dad died 43 years ago but i has always hopeful that one day.. i will meet him again. i know i would and i believe i would. It was amazing how some of us perceived life and death ... good and bad , a step and an ending.

I'M SORRY FOR THE QUIETNESS BUT I'M BLOGGING AGAIN ...

Oh god, its has been ages since i wrote anything in this blog. I guess everyone is and was so caught up with Facebook and forget to actually write anything. As i said before, writing and blogging is actually a therapy but with the time consume and work related business i hardly have time to blog.

Oh gosh i have a lot to talk about, these last few month is just hectic with the work and so and so he he.

Oh btw, did i told you that early this year i was diagnose with slightly high blood pressure. LOL i guess its related to moving to the new house and hardly have the time to exercise or sexcersice hehe . I'm on medication since February but my aim is to reduce my weight ( but it seems to be increasing lately).

Ok, i write a bit more tonight.. i got a few things to blog ( some very interesting thing) and maybe i need to pour some of my concern and encounters hehe.

so see u again tonight ya.