MY TEARS FELL DOWN WHEN I SAW THIS

I was looking at this, and it shed a tears in my eyes... I hope it wouldn't offend anyone especially its a religion thing.. but it really touch my heart.

A RUDE AWAKENING FROM THE GYM

Last night i was at the Gym and i heard a disturbing conversation between one of them is the Gymstructor and the other one is a Gym member. Gym instructor: My life is centered upon my body.. all my salary 3 k plus .. goes all to my body buying protein, eating high protein food and supplements. Gym Member: Wow, is that so much to maintain your physic, what happens when you didnt take those supplements anymore. Gym Structor: I ever stop working-out and it made me fat coz all the protein in my body turn automatically into fat I mean hello, lets be realistic., all your salary goes all to your body.. i mean there is consciousness about health but don't you think he is overdoing it. I guess that what's happens when you didn't invest on the brain hehehe ( jahat aku kan).

Damn im sick ..

Oh god, its been 3 days with running nose. cough and a little bit of fever. My throat feels icthy and my cough is getting worst. I went to UPM clinic this morning and was given a days leave.. but i guess its not getting better coz i still got my cough. oh God i hate it when im sick..

FINALLY I GOT GUTS TO DO IT.

Last week i fill up my application for my study leave.. i need to finish my studies asap. Actually my studies started in 2009 and i finish all of my subjects that i've taken leaving my thesis.. which is very hard to do when ur working ( AND I MUST ADMIT too i hate doing it and keep on procastinating from it). So this year i finally have the courage to fill up my application form and discuss with my Dean and my boss. I hope everything went well and i can start consentration on my studies again, which i abondoned so long. i have another appointment with my eye specialist on my eyes.. coz last time i check my right eye is still did not recover and it still blurry a lil bit. I hope the doctor got an explaination for this and if he suggested for me to redo my eys,.. im all for it but im not paying anything anymore, coz i paid so much from the last surgery. I pray to the lord that my application will be approved and that my eyes will be solve asap. Dear Lord guide me.

my new puppy

i should have posted this entry a few month ago, remember my entry on my new white schnauzer , she turns out to be not a pure breed, and i had her exchange ( oh yes im so cruel) for a poodle,, actually i would prefer a white schnauzer but its imposible .. so i opted to exchange her for another poodle with the same name.. so thats it, i have a new brown cola toy poodle.. she is almost 3 month now and getting bigger by the day.. and her furr is so soft. my little regalo is like a rat.. jumping and being so nakal by the day.. but its nice to add her to my addition at home.

MY RECENT EYE SURGERY

Hmmm this is a wierd entry coz im exposing what is happening in my life.. and this is one of the craziest thing that i ever done.. since.. entah kan.. I recently did a contact lenses implant in my eyss and it took 2 procedure with a laps of almost a week on each eye. So far it has been good, i did the procedure in KPJ damansara specialist and the dr that did the procedure is dr choon from eye speciallist in kelana jaya. The procedure was quick , only took around 20 miutes to do but it was agonazing.. thinking that its our eyes and people is poking and slicing ur eyes.. but the result is awesome so far.. im still having a little bit of blurry on both eyes.. but the first eyes is getting sharp. you know what i like about this procedure.. its liberating and not using any spectacles is like not doing something that we have been doing all our life..so it is pretty awesome.. i thanks syarifah,, my sister for helping me going tru this.. without their help and support nothing of this would happen.. and most of all i thank GOD for keeping me safe. not forgetting the dr and nurses that tended to me.

I'M SO CONFUSED.

THIS MORNING IN QUIET A LONG TIME.. MY MIND GOES HAY WIRE AGAIN OVER MY RECENT STAFF STRUCTURE. I HAVE THIS ONE STAFF THAT I JUST COULDNT UNDERSTAND.. SHE BEING SO BRAT IN MY ORGANIZATION AND YET BECAUSE SHE IS MY SUPPORTING STAFF,A WOMEN, SHE TENDS TO GET AWAY WITH THINGS. THAT WOULDNT COUNT ON THE NUMEROUS TIMES SHE ACTS WITHOUT MANNERS. I HAD SOME BAD STAFF LAST TIME ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS WORKING IN THE PLANTATION BUT SHE SURPASS ALL OF THEM, WITH HER ATTITUDE HER WAYS TO MAKE U FEEL UHHHHHHHHHHHH. I HATE HER SO MUCH. SO TODAY, I HAD ANOTHER OPEN TALK SESSION AND I GUESS WE REACH SOMETHING NEW AND SOME NEW IMPROVEMENT BUT SEE HOW IT GOES AFTER A FEW WEEKS OR EVEN DAYS. IF SHE IS STILL NOT WILLING TO COOPERATE. LETS PRAY FOT THINGS TO GET BETTER..

MY LITTLE REGALO

Guess what i was listening to James Blunt and it urges me to write. It has been ages since i wrote anything.. I'm writting this to introduce my new love at home.. my dog REGALO. Regalo in bisaya is present.. she was actually a present for both me and Calexto who i nearly lost a last year. Although it cost me a fortune for his recovery but i feel that it is worth every penny of it. Regalo is my new addition, bought on the 19th Januari 2013 but was born on the 6/12/12 ( im buying a toto for this number today hehe) I bought / adopt her from on of the breeder in Bagan lallang. Although she is not our typical Schnauzer but she is a joy to be with, but my biggest problem with her is her tendency to bite me.. i did give her a little spank.. to teach her that its not good to bite. What i'm afraid of one day is , when i send her for grooming one day and she'll bite the groomer ( i saw this one case in the dogs whisperer this small dog bite everyone that try to groom her). anyway i could sense so jelousy over Calexto coz he has not been eating well lately.. Maybe he is jeolous that Regalo is upstairs and he is downstairs.. ( dont worry baby , i love u too). I will post up some pictures during the Christmas last year.. it was fun and yessssss i love Christmas. Maybe if im gone one day people would remember me comes Christmas, till that day come... I LOVE CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSS HEHEHE