Procastination

Procrastinate - To delay repeatedly and without reason in doing something that must be done.

if you notice recently, i tend to procrastinate things concerning my life, my LHDN, my blog, my exercise and alot more. Yesterday i had light breakfast with Mat ICT and we discussed something that struct a cord to me. He asked me if i am fed up with blogging.... same question my sister asked me too a few days ago.

WAS I, Not that i am tired or thinking of stopping but things is just too shaky for me at the moment. Since the accident i just couldn't sit down and write, as flashes comes and goesin front of my eyes , but then again thats just reasons. Haji Rodzlan use to say to me " Boss kita nak result bukan Reason" and i used to concur with him on that but now see what i become. I guess the accident took half of my life and courage, courage to be more advanterous and daredevil.

I notice that lately my heart rate goes down termoundously and little things like someones faulty doesn't really bother me that much. I tend to be more tolerable towards other people's weakness or blunders. Is this good?? i don't know?? I use to be the catalyst and would react on the dot when i face a difficult situation but ... now entahlah ..susah nak cerita lah.

I hope this is just phase in my life a life that i've missed, but anyway i'm glad because i finish my LHDN and file back the mountain pile of letters and papers on my desk. Senang sikit tengok my desk now, senang kalau nak pindah kan.

I will try to finish my composed entry that i was trying to finish by this week, and give you comments on that too okay.