ALONE

Today i decided not to go back home for lunch, i found that resting inside my office is better than driving back home.

Tommorow i'm going to Cameron Highland with my Single friends here in KL. MY sister use to call us the Spinster Group as aka meaning unmarried woman or one who is no longer young( hmmmm blink blink) and seems unlikely to marry. Welllll...we keep on telling ourselves " we are single by choice or by no choice". Just imagine i got a friend in form 4 and 5 and now i think her children is out of University already with a degree and where am i..... I am still here, but as the Malays use to say " Ada ku kisah".

If i ask you does being married completes you.. i ask that question alot and yes i sometimes get some positive answer but most of the answer i got was.. its for the children. Sex or being together is not the prime thing in our marriage as our focus is raising up the children.

I once had an uncle who is full of life single and when he got married he seems not married coz i never saw him with his wife talking and the time i saw them together it end up in an argument. Sometimes i saw married people don't even talk to each other for days and months , well they maybe sleeping in the same bed but the soul is outside thinking about other things. He was a hardworking guy, his work attic was unbelievable. Working in the logging camp, he said he have to work round the clock, day driving the fork bulldozer ( kapiting) and being a jaga at night, finally he got sick of Malaria and died. Who care for him finally.... none , noone. His wife went back to Philipines to so.....????? card for his children, but she did came to see him but it was too late. So my uncle died .. broke but most of all alone. So tell me what are certainty that if you are married , you wouldn't be alone kan. Think about it.