Our ?????

It Is Interesting To Know How
Our World Is Changing.

Are We Developing?
It Makes You Wonder Because:

our commication - wireless

Our bussines - Cashless

Our telephone - Cordless

Our cooking - fireless

Our youth - Jobless

Our faith - Godless

Our labor - Effortless

Our conduct - Worthless

Our relation - Loveless

Our feelings - Heartless

Our attitude - Careless

Our politics - Shameless

Our education - Valueless

Our follies - Counless

Our Arguments - Baseless

Our commitment - Aimless

Our life - Meaningless

Our bosses - Hopeless

Our Salary - Very less !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY ........

Yahoo, i just find out today that my application for masters dah diluluskan. Takut jugak sebab my scheme is on full time tapi after i talk with the Management ( En Amran), he suggested that I will be attach to Serdang for 6 month. By that time i am able to take the course work without taking any leave otherwise it will effect my work.

According to En. Amran too, its good to attach me to Serdang so that i can take some more information to bring down to Bintulu. I on je. Hopefully Dato' agrees with him and everything could be smooth.

I miss you............Happy Fathers Day.

I know fathers days have just passed and it would be too late even to wish all fathers out there a happy fathers day. I for one, never celebrated fathers day because i grew up with a single parent. Yap my dad passed away a long time ago, sometimes i wonder how would it be like having him around, would things be different and would the future change..........

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd

need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

Is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it okay

I miss you

When friends go sour....

WHEN FRIENDS GO SOUR... I guess things like this is something that we tried so-so much to avoid ,but it comes uninvited naturally . No matter how hard we make the freindship works it still happens to us maybe once or twice in a LIFETIME.

To me personally, i believe of friends are a person who complete us, because they are the ones you knows our inner secrets besides your families and to a point we even kept secrets to our family due to expectations.

To me freinds are;

a) A person who wouldn't judge us for who we are,

b) The person who would accept us for the bigger or smaller person we are.

c) The person who would enjoy our company even when you feel ,we are not the greatest

person to be with at the moment.

d) A person who would accept us for how much little or much money we have in our wallet.

e) A person who stand by us for all your torments and when we feel the world is coming

down on us.

f) A person who wouldn't compete but to complete us.

g) And for those married guys out there,,.... friends are the ones that would listen to your sex

encounters and sex problems , something that your family wouldn't understand.

h) A person who would guide you when we've gone astray.

But when you are so-so close to your friends , then comes expectations and fulfillments. Expectations in your relationship ... and fulfillments upon request that needed to be filled up. When we failed to do these then the freindship would slightly go bad and soon spead into bitter.

We expect our friends to put up 50/50 of what we put in, to put much efford as we did ,but most of all, to cherish the friendship as much as we did. Tapi kadang tu friends terlupa pandang kan. Friends took us for granted that we wouln't mind waiting for them for hours and hours in a restaurant because they have other things or we wouldn't mind cancelling our date to meet even we came all the way to meet them. Macam -macam tulah. I guess in a friendship, familyship or even in a love relationship , we have to make time...Make time to meet ,make time to talk , make time to even send a very simple sms or even a simple birthday card. Because only when we lose our friends and family then we realise how much we lost and misses them.

Exercise vs Makan

Actually this event happens on Friday and i uploaded these pictures prior today ,but was too lazy to make an entry so i just put it under draft. Oh btw last friday was a hectic day. Lots of thing undone and all of us are preparing for the new students to arrive.

I went back a little bit late because i got a few things left undone in the office and... i was doing my last entry. Next Monday is another battle and we have the faculty meeting and everybody is cumpulsory to attent. Bencinye kan. Anyway after i came home, i was thinking of going for a jog because ive been jogging these last few days to reduce my weight yang semakin berat ni. hehehe. So i went out and shouted at illa (btw illa is staying above me) so i invited her to come out jogging with me. BOLEH dia cakap, " eh Allan kau ni mimpi ke apa" and i told him in order to reduce our weight ... kena exercise. And illa told me , dia dah beli jamu diet sendayu tinggi, so tak payah exercise. We were chit chatting for a while , then she suggested for us to go minum petang pulak. ADUS FOMFUAN GEMUK INI orang ajak exercise dia ajak makan pulak. MACAM MANA NAK KURUS KAN, then kalau gemuk tu salahkan orang, konunnya semua orang menyakitkan hati dia, so bila dia stree, dia pun makanlah. THE DRAMA QUEEN IS HERE AGAIN.........So aku pun setuju for tea and we called Zafri to join us. When i called jep,.. the opted that we come to his house becuase he got keropok lekor at home from terengganu. Bagaikan bulan jatuh ke riba,...so we end up going to his place.

I followed illa's car, and funny with female drivers kan, they always drive sampai dekat dengan stering. I think most females does that. And yang pelik nye si illa ni , kalau drive she always follow the right lane instead the left lane. Bila aku tegur marah, and everytime she does a corner amboi tak picit break ni, terus je belok, macam roller coaster kita di dalam kereta dia. Yang penting lagu di kereta dia ni semua lagu ancient aka seperti lagu Syarifah aini, lagu Broerey and yang paling best lagu iklim ........ adussssssssssssssssssss.Lagu IKLIM .... rakyat mana yang dengar lagu rok rok manuk ni.

When we arrive jep dah siap siap buat hidangan keropok lekor ni ( isteri misali ni...) He said somebody gave him roti jala too, so itu pun jadi hidangan petang ni. Sedap jugak minum dengan tea panas but the keropok kena goreng twice sebab tak rangup.

Yang penting semua habis tak ada yang tinggal, sebab kalau ada yang tinggal suruh illa je habiskan, mesti licin punyalah. Ala ala DBKL KAN semua bedal licin je. hehee. Kalau suruh exercise banyak jak alasan kalau disuruh makan ... pantanggggggggg ni. adus kawan ku. aku pun turut gemuk berkawan dengan kau ni.

What goes around comes around ~ TALIBAN

I always believe that God is always watching over us all and what ever good or bad deeds we've done we'll get back what we deserve. Its what they call KARMA.

We'll this goes way back when the new Dean comes to the Campus. I don't know how it happens or who's the catalyst but soon after the new Dean arrived , my name was blacklisted of all the things that i've never done. Well i was being framed of taking money from the University, I was being framed of doing my own work without checking with the Management. My career was in a microscope that what ever small things i did, everybody will know about it.What ever good things i've done , it will always be turned into negative things. I was so stressed up with the way people in the campus potrays me. I made me feel useles, unadequate , untrustworthy but most of all they make me feel small.

But i presevior and sometimes i parish for the clouds that runs over my head. I felt that the world is coming down on me , codeming me for the reason that didn't exist. Sometimes i felt discourage and just quitting my job and start a new . But then i ask myself ,if i give in , means that i am guilty as charged, and that i let them win. So...... i took a drastic action and start being quiet. ... shshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... I kept things to myself and concentrate on my job without taking extra task. I make sure that i furnished everything to my work without leaving anybody in the Campus to even closely condeming me. Then i work harder proving myself worthy of my job.

I became silent in a way being a none treat to anyone in the Campus ( I used to be a loud person in the Campus especially when it comes to giving my opinions and comments) and i guess it works. I guess in a blue collar job, we need to be a little laid back and you need to be a spectator , hehe let the people around you be in the play. My place is in the back seat and clapping my hands cheering up ...... although...... it burns me inside, because i knew i would and could do more.

My wise oldest sister use to tell me along time ago " In an every cloudy sky , there will be a silver lining" . So soon after that, things gets a little bit better and soon everybody realize that i am good in my work and that i am not a threat to anyone. I remember a while back, everytime i requested to buy something for my section and when the boss saw my name as the person requested , they will automatically cancel the request. So what i did was , i would ask my subordinate to sign it on behalf of me, i have gown so low to even ask my subordinate to do it for me, but i know that someday things will turn for the better.

So years gone by and i finally now, i have proven myself worthy and that my section is the most updated and most dynamic section in my department. It made me proud but most of all ,it put me back on my seat, but i couldn't have done it without the help from my other collegue. My motto to them is " If you want to start something, do it and do it whole heartedly but if you dont want to do it, then don't do it all"

So yesterday, after our meeting for the MSK, i was inside my room working and minding my own bussiness, then a 2 ladies comes to my room, talking to me. Now these women are the ones that was so close to the Dean a while back,feeding him information, telling him what to do and even to a point claimed that they are the bunch that would protect the Dean if anything would have happen to him. They were talking and grumbling of how unfair they were treated by everyone nowadays and that they are the new TALIBAN of the campus. Wow!!!! a taliban. That funny ... hehehe . because at least i never called myself names. They told me how unfair and how disgusted they are with the management and was chit chatting among themselves and sometimes makes this very loud noise and laugh as if they were so happy and enjoying themselves. I just give a big old smile to them and expressed how i felt thier sorrows for i was on thier shoes before, and that i do not have any comment on anything they said and........ walk off with a big smile on my face.

So you see, it always pays to be nice and that what goes around comes around and that what ever we do ... we get back double. So when we do good deeds then we get back double and vise versa. But i thank god that i kept my dignity and that i got family and friends that stand besides me tru thick and thin. But most of all i kept my feet close to the ground. Arent we all blessed.

Tons of things

Gosh, susahnye banyak sangat benda kena buat minggu ni. One things for sure the Cadangan untuk Bersama Alumni yang saya mentioned earlier tu semua diterima pakai oleh Mesyuarat hari tu. Actually it was not me who's incharge of the Alumni night but Carlina was on leave and she leave me to defend and enlighten the meeting on our new concept. Thank goodness everybody agreed on what we suggested.

We suggested to :
A) Change the whole layout of the stage, whereby we are going to make the stage as if they are talking in the living room. So basically we are going to put sofas and a lot of pillows. Pillow ni carlina kena beli dari kedai RM 2.00 kot sebab nanti kalau pakai kita punye mesti nanti rosak kan.

B) We are going to invite 2 speakers ex UPM namely:-

1) Dr Nur Ashikin Psyquay ( Dr Cynthia) this is my supervisor for my Masters, an ex UPMKB student. Origin Miri.
2. Dr. Richard Rapu and Veteranarian from Kuching, whose's doing something on animal husbandry in the whole Sarawak. So basically both of them are from Sarawak.

We are also going to put 2 current students and 1 freashies so that the forum will be more intimate between the speakers (alumni ) and the students, and the concept for the forum is more towards a relax atmosphere and intimate relationship " MESRAAA" macam iklan Petronas pulak. Later you see how it is related.

C) The comes the topic, these are the topic that i've chosen (FYI aku yang pilih ni) yang ahli lain diam je.
i) Individual intrepretation towards world leadership.
ii) Start _ furnishing and preparing
iii) No One's Left Behind ( Bergerak seiring)
iv) What builds a nation.
v) The power of ignitation.

So we have downlisted into 2 title no iii and no v but finally voted no v is chosen.

atas alasan:
a) Membina semangat kerjasama di antara pelajar
b) Pembentukan ikatan yang lebih rapat di antara pelajar
c) Integrasi antara kaum
d) Mengikis sikap pentingkan diri sendiri.
e) Membentuk sesebuah negara yang kukuh dan gemilang di serata dunia.

D) FYI I also suggested during the meeting , to give free accomodation and travelling ticket to both the speakers as being done last year and semua orang diam maknenye tanda setujulah tu. hehehe.

E) We will also choose among the facilitator ( the seniors) to be apart of the panel but a thorough screening must be done in order for us to get a good speaker hopely a binglingual student and also one among the freshies.

F) I didn't mentioned about the questions that we are going to ask as it is not necessary because eitherwise meeting will be lengthen again ( malas betul) dahlah lapar pulak tu.

Dato' ada juga tanye what are my grounds in choosing the 2 panels , and i explain to him that the pemilihan is based upon the alumni is previously from UPM and UPMKB in particular. Lepas tu dia diam , and semua orang diam so tanda setujulah tu. I don't know but nowadays whatever i suggested , mesti di terima pakai . Macam hebat pulak aku , kurasalah. hehhee.

So we finally finish everything by 5.30 and diluar disediakan makanan mee hoon goreng with a nice fabricates shu shi ( taklah tulin punye) tapi nicelah and the taste also marvellous. Nanti i will belajar how to do it.