A spontaneous decision

As you know , i tak jadi sambung belajar because my Dean decided that i should continue my studies in Bintulu instead doing it in Serdang. But i was always optimistic that something good should come out of this but who would think that i decided to go to UK instead.

Well actually the decision was made between me and Andy, hehee Me and andy make a pack that before one of us got married we would one day travel together and it seems that he is getting married next year ( ops sorry Andy another annocement lariiiiiiiiii...) so we decided that its just nice to go to UK this year, and kami pun amik kesempatang with my sister kat sana. So we can save on the accomodation and makan sikit sikitlah. After both of us made a decision i called my sister Inday in KL to inform her about my plans and Carlina step in my room and asked what is it about. I told her of my decision and she show interest in going as Carlina ni dah lama jugak nak jalan-jalan keluar Malaysia. Last year Carlina suppose to visit Phillipines but due to some minor romours about some coincident in Manila , dia pun tak jadilah pergi. I pergi je, berani mati ni hehehe. So this time she ask me if she can follow me instead, i ok je, so after that she text her husband and green light pun menyala. So jadilah kami 3 musketeer.

Then i called my niece Diding if she wants to come along with me but, to her dismay she refuse pulak sebab according to her dia ada banyak sangat kerja with Ryan wedding coming up, then yesterday morning she called me up again telling of her intention to follow , SOOOOOO ADUS RAMAINYA KAMI JALAN NI 4 ORANG ini sudah bagus the more the merrier kan. I supose to give Andy my money today but with my cramp schedule today ( ada practical student) i terpaksalah withdraw my money esok pulak.

Do you know whats my feelings right now, i feeling like in cloud nine. Bayangkan naik kereta to Brunei and singgah di Dubai barulah ke london, wow 3 negara i cover punyelah seronok kan. I hope things will come smoothly along with the journey.

I know this is a sign from God , so i thank God for all things happening in my life.

UPDATES

OH BTW, NANTI IM GIVING EVERYONE UPDATES ON LONDON, AND OUR JOURNEY THERE SO WATCH OUT FOR THAT OKAY.

CANT WAIT .AAAAAAAAAAA........... BENCI NYE AKUUUUUUU....

LONDON HERE I COME

OH MY SISTER, ME MYSELF, ANDY AND CARLINA IS COMING TO LONDON , WE DECIDED TODAY , WE WILL BE COMING TO LONDON ON THE 14 OCTOBER UNTIL 26 OCTOBER, CALL ME OKAY.

IM SO EXCITED,

MEMANDANGKAN AKU TAK JADI SAMBUNG BELAJAR, SO AKU P MELANCUNG LAH PULAK. HE HE.

LONDON HERE I COME

OH MY SISTER, ME MYSELF, ANDY AND CARLINA IS COMING TO LONDON , WE DECIDED TODAY , WE WILL BE COMING TO LONDON ON THE

Joke for life

Chinpeng

I was looking for an empty space to park my car at Bangsar when suddenly

there's a knock on the glass"Encik ah..tanya sikit ah..itu Chimpeng mana ah..?""Apa?""Chimpeng, Chimpeng...saya sudah tanya itu guard ah..

dia ckaap sini ada satu Chimpeng...""Sorrylah Apek. Saya tak tau woh...Apa tempat itu Chimpeng?""Aiyah...itu Chimpeng balu punya..Saya mau pigi angkat wang la..."

"Tarak tau la boss. Itu kedai ka apa?Along ka?"

"Chimpeng bukan kedai ma..lu itu pun tak tau ah..?

itu Chimpeng macam ituMaypeng, Public Peng, RHetB Peng...itu balu punya peng..

"Adoi...bengap punya apek..buat aku pening je..dia actually cari CIMB Bank..

Air

One day in a class room a teacher is teaching Science and the topic for today is gasses.

So the teacher asked the class

Teacher :" Can anyone name me and example of any kind of gasses around us.

Student 1: Oxygen teacher

Teacher: Good very good, anymore..

Student 2: Hidrogen teacher

Teacher: Good very good, anymore.. anyone... fadzilah... give me one example

Fadzilah: errrrr... errrrrrrr...(mak tak tau lah ).. LACTOGEN teacher..(lari).....

Teacher: What??????????? you very the bodoh

Oh by the way this is only a rekaan belaka, so dont you be hengry or hannoy hokey.

Mothers hear this..

WHY WOMEN LET THEMSELVES GO

Have you ever thought why people especially mothers and in particularly housewife let themselves go , from being an outgoing, pleasantly looking, fun and loving person to this bitter, fat and self unorganized person ( tapi tak jugak semulalah, ada juga mothers yang cantek dan bergaya). Normally parents and in particularly mothers would let go of themselves eg. appearance wise contohnya pakaian selebet je and their self confidence resulting to low self esteem.

These are a few reasons why Women Let Themselves Go:-

1.0 Women aren't on their own list of priorities.

After taking care of everyone else, they are always putting themselves last on the list, and often have very little left to give. There are many women who aren't living—they are just existing. This is a form of self-abuse. Women often wear their exhaustion as a badge of honor. The more you do for your loved ones, the more acceptable it becomes to "let yourself go." Women believe it's okay to become a "sacrificial lamb" within their own families. This is a lie that we allow ourselves to buy into, but we need to wake up! The challenge for women is that they must re-language what it means to be a wife and mother. Being a good wife and mother means that if you don't take care of yourself, in the long run you are ultimately harming all the other people you love in your life. You won't be the only one who takes the hit.

2.0 Fear of Competition.

Media and society frequently tell women we need to portray ourselves as "together" and be able to perform any task thrown our way. But when women look at the reality of how overwhelmed they feel in their own lives, they begin to feel like they are not good or worthy enough. Women often see other women who look like they are "doing it all"—and then when they compare themselves, they become overwhelmed and feel inadequate. It's not easy to face feelings of inadequacy so women usually end up avoiding them. But women need to know you can't show up in your own life if you are on the run. They tell themselves they are too tired and burdened to compete with others so they don't believe they have the power to change anything. Then they "drop out" of the game—they give up and let themselves go.

3.0 Unresolved anger contributes to letting go.

Sometimes women "drop out" because they don't know how to send a verbal message that says, "Get off my back." They have unresolved feelings of anger or rage toward someone or about something so they "let themselves go" to express that. When women give up on themselves, they are often sending messages of anger and it could be because of something traumatic that happened in the past or because of unhappiness in a current relationship…like with a parent, husband, or child.

4. We let fear take over.

Women become paralyzed in their lives and let themselves go because of an underlying fear. A fear of rejection, a fear to accept how they really feel about themselves, a fear of facing the idea that they aren't enough, a fear of accepting how others may feel about them. They let the fear take over and let other people determine their own self worth. The internal barometer that gauges, guides and directs your life as an empowered woman—that makes you know you are enough and okay—is broken and needs to be fixed.

Inspirational and Motivational Quotes.

1) Never expect things to happen.. struggle and make them happen.
never expect yourself to be given a good value create a value of your own

2) If a drop of water falls in lake there is no identity. But if it falls on a leaf of lotus it shine like a pearl. so choose the best place where you would shine..

3) Falling down is not defeat...defeat is when your refuse to get up...

4) Ship is always safe at shore... but is not built for it

5) When your successful your well wishers know who you are when you are unsuccessful you know who your well wishers are

6) It is great confidence in a friend to tell him your faults; greater to tell him/her

7) "To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world

8) "Even the word 'IMPOSSIBLE' says 'I M POSSIBLE' "

9) Effort is important, but knowing where to make an effort in your life makes all the difference.