I am still waiting for my transfer letter from Serdang but I hope it will be SO I'm getting restless with the due date is getting sooner and i still haven't started packing my things.
Changes ... after changes as what Andy says, Changes that makes our life better and hopeful changes that we hope that would end to all the wrong things in our lives. To Syarifah its a leap from Serdang to New Zealand, to Andy its a leap from PPES Ternak to his own company and for me its my leap from Bintulu to Serdang. If you ask me how excited i am with the transfer, i would says i am a little bit but then , leaving this place that i called home for the past 6 years and all the friends i gained its seems sad. I remember when i went for my holiday in Phillipines and London, the unsecure feelings unless i reach Bintulu always stuck to my mind. I know regardless to how enjoyable London is or how exciting Manila is ,.. Bintulu seems to be my home for the past 6 years.
To Andy.. i million hope and prayers for your leap. I guess both of us know how challenging our lives at times but we always knew that " Diamond always shines". How unfair our workplace toward us, but now you see.... its thier big lost Andy. I know you can do it Andy, i have great trust in u... as what you said , if kau kaya kami jugak yang senang kan. KAWAN KAWAN KITA MESTI JADI KAYA, BARU HIDUP SENANG KAN.
As for me, this leap from Bintulu to Serdang is not only a leaf of hope but also a leap of faith. I got big hopes for the future, undo things that is hanging in my life and what matters most is , i want to help more people, so that i can contribute more in making our world a better place. Its a big hope and hopefully one day it will happen. I have great trust in god and I know that i was born for a reason, its just that i never seen the path and the light before but i guess with the current accident somehow he shows me a way. What way i can't tell you right now but someday GREAT things happen, then you would know, but for now i can only hope and pray that he would continue showing me the way.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Kenangan terindah.
These are some of my newly taken pictures in the campus. By next month i will be missing a lot of this.
Friday, May 2, 2008
Happy Labour Day
HAPPY LABOUR DAY TO ALL LABOURERS ahaks hey u oll labourers ke.
Macam tak cukup pulak sehari cuti kan. Rasa-rasa macam nak je i took this weekend holiday and i can just sleep ( macamlah i can sleep that long) and stay lazy at home, but i can't, so finally i woke up this morning and go to work.
Anyway yesterday i went to have a body Massage in Bintulu as my body is crying out aching all over. I did some push up the other day and then felt sick my whole body after a while. So yesterday me Zafri went to this massage house near Park City Mall to have our body massage. The massage cost around RM 68.00 but its worth every penny coz finally i could relax to sleep last night. According the my masseurs many of the parts of my body swollen and he told me sakit sakit .. yes. well oviously he is from China and doesn't know how to speak malay just a little bit of English for communication. Zafri went to have the same massage with the same masseurs who was strongly recommended by En. Aizam and the masseurs said zafri ini selalu membongkok macam Quasimodo in the movie notre dame tu hehe we had a bit laugh on that.
Anyway after that we went to Ain house, one of my friends ( geng budak sekolah) ahaks for her house warming. Im glad she finnaly got the house. Nice house 4 rooms and 2 toilet, located in Beverly hills .. ccccccc Beverly hills also appear in bintulu not in California je. But i am glad at least she bought a house already. AKU NI BILA NAK BELI RUMAH ......... TENSIONNNNNNNNN.
Anyway tomorrow cuti lagi, entahlah bila nak dapat surat transfer ini, but i hope to have it by next week so i can further arrange my transportation and so on.
Macam tak cukup pulak sehari cuti kan. Rasa-rasa macam nak je i took this weekend holiday and i can just sleep ( macamlah i can sleep that long) and stay lazy at home, but i can't, so finally i woke up this morning and go to work.
Anyway yesterday i went to have a body Massage in Bintulu as my body is crying out aching all over. I did some push up the other day and then felt sick my whole body after a while. So yesterday me Zafri went to this massage house near Park City Mall to have our body massage. The massage cost around RM 68.00 but its worth every penny coz finally i could relax to sleep last night. According the my masseurs many of the parts of my body swollen and he told me sakit sakit .. yes. well oviously he is from China and doesn't know how to speak malay just a little bit of English for communication. Zafri went to have the same massage with the same masseurs who was strongly recommended by En. Aizam and the masseurs said zafri ini selalu membongkok macam Quasimodo in the movie notre dame tu hehe we had a bit laugh on that.
Anyway after that we went to Ain house, one of my friends ( geng budak sekolah) ahaks for her house warming. Im glad she finnaly got the house. Nice house 4 rooms and 2 toilet, located in Beverly hills .. ccccccc Beverly hills also appear in bintulu not in California je. But i am glad at least she bought a house already. AKU NI BILA NAK BELI RUMAH ......... TENSIONNNNNNNNN.
Anyway tomorrow cuti lagi, entahlah bila nak dapat surat transfer ini, but i hope to have it by next week so i can further arrange my transportation and so on.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Procastination
Procrastinate - To delay repeatedly and without reason in doing something that must be done.
if you notice recently, i tend to procrastinate things concerning my life, my LHDN, my blog, my exercise and alot more. Yesterday i had light breakfast with Mat ICT and we discussed something that struct a cord to me. He asked me if i am fed up with blogging.... same question my sister asked me too a few days ago.
WAS I, Not that i am tired or thinking of stopping but things is just too shaky for me at the moment. Since the accident i just couldn't sit down and write, as flashes comes and goesin front of my eyes , but then again thats just reasons. Haji Rodzlan use to say to me " Boss kita nak result bukan Reason" and i used to concur with him on that but now see what i become. I guess the accident took half of my life and courage, courage to be more advanterous and daredevil.
I notice that lately my heart rate goes down termoundously and little things like someones faulty doesn't really bother me that much. I tend to be more tolerable towards other people's weakness or blunders. Is this good?? i don't know?? I use to be the catalyst and would react on the dot when i face a difficult situation but ... now entahlah ..susah nak cerita lah.
I hope this is just phase in my life a life that i've missed, but anyway i'm glad because i finish my LHDN and file back the mountain pile of letters and papers on my desk. Senang sikit tengok my desk now, senang kalau nak pindah kan.
I will try to finish my composed entry that i was trying to finish by this week, and give you comments on that too okay.
if you notice recently, i tend to procrastinate things concerning my life, my LHDN, my blog, my exercise and alot more. Yesterday i had light breakfast with Mat ICT and we discussed something that struct a cord to me. He asked me if i am fed up with blogging.... same question my sister asked me too a few days ago.
WAS I, Not that i am tired or thinking of stopping but things is just too shaky for me at the moment. Since the accident i just couldn't sit down and write, as flashes comes and goesin front of my eyes , but then again thats just reasons. Haji Rodzlan use to say to me " Boss kita nak result bukan Reason" and i used to concur with him on that but now see what i become. I guess the accident took half of my life and courage, courage to be more advanterous and daredevil.
I notice that lately my heart rate goes down termoundously and little things like someones faulty doesn't really bother me that much. I tend to be more tolerable towards other people's weakness or blunders. Is this good?? i don't know?? I use to be the catalyst and would react on the dot when i face a difficult situation but ... now entahlah ..susah nak cerita lah.
I hope this is just phase in my life a life that i've missed, but anyway i'm glad because i finish my LHDN and file back the mountain pile of letters and papers on my desk. Senang sikit tengok my desk now, senang kalau nak pindah kan.
I will try to finish my composed entry that i was trying to finish by this week, and give you comments on that too okay.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Mild Pain.
Lamanye tak update my blog, actually i did compose an entry but never got to finish it, my brain goes numb and empty, my sister asked me yesterday "Y no entry ur blog", and i told her that i am still writing but lately i got writers block.
Oh BTW i didn't go to work yesterday, my mums is sick ( not that serious but she is in some pain) so i decided to Nurse her at home ( One of my Job spec when i was a student in Serdang last time hehehe). Well you know our parents, when they come over to our home, they wanted to compensate for their absents all those years. redoing back all of our laundry and dishes , even when we already washed them. Luckily i got some girls come over to my house to do my cleaning up or else she would do that as well. Anyway the day before yesterday My mum was talking her bath and tried to sweep the floor as its kinda slippery and she accidental hurt , buckle her up on the bed to rest and on the TV to accompany her inside the room. Risau jugak coz the last visit she had a bad fall on my bathroom and she was hospitalised for nearly 2 weeks.
I msg my siblings about the matter just to inform them ( oldowlah its not that serious) my oldest sister asked me to buy some drugs to reduces the swelling and pain.
So, thank god she is fine today and last night she manage to sit in front of the TV and this morning she can stand up by herself. I told her not to do any house chores and just focus on getting better.
I am so thankful that this time i was okay during her pain and able to take it in as compared to the last time hehehe, i was a total wreck lol, and i would like to thank my Brother in Law , Siva Subramaniam for subscribing good drugs for my mum. I guess he is one person that i took for granted all these years that have contributed so much for our family, gosh how my recent accident opened my eyessssssss...
Oh BTW i didn't go to work yesterday, my mums is sick ( not that serious but she is in some pain) so i decided to Nurse her at home ( One of my Job spec when i was a student in Serdang last time hehehe). Well you know our parents, when they come over to our home, they wanted to compensate for their absents all those years. redoing back all of our laundry and dishes , even when we already washed them. Luckily i got some girls come over to my house to do my cleaning up or else she would do that as well. Anyway the day before yesterday My mum was talking her bath and tried to sweep the floor as its kinda slippery and she accidental hurt , buckle her up on the bed to rest and on the TV to accompany her inside the room. Risau jugak coz the last visit she had a bad fall on my bathroom and she was hospitalised for nearly 2 weeks.
I msg my siblings about the matter just to inform them ( oldowlah its not that serious) my oldest sister asked me to buy some drugs to reduces the swelling and pain.
So, thank god she is fine today and last night she manage to sit in front of the TV and this morning she can stand up by herself. I told her not to do any house chores and just focus on getting better.
I am so thankful that this time i was okay during her pain and able to take it in as compared to the last time hehehe, i was a total wreck lol, and i would like to thank my Brother in Law , Siva Subramaniam for subscribing good drugs for my mum. I guess he is one person that i took for granted all these years that have contributed so much for our family, gosh how my recent accident opened my eyessssssss...
Monday, April 14, 2008
Inter-related things.
Today here i am sitting in front of my computer doing nothing, i send my application to transfer to Serdang but our Dean is not around. I hope he would approve it so i can go on and continue my life with being afraid inside and outside the campus.
My car is still not ready ( its seems that the workshop i send my car , is doing thier work so slow) not like my previous workshop, and now i'm having problems with my motorcycle coz last week on Wednesday i got a punctured and i send my byke to our workshop just a simple work to be done and paid my boys RM 38.00 for only the tube plus another RM 10.00 for his work but then last friday he told me that the new tube he bought is also a faulty, and look at me in a blurry way .. nak duit lagilah tu. Then i told him to replace it with a new one and after that he was no where to be found. Geramnye aku but i keep my temper.. i guess with all that has been goind in my my life i slowly manage to control my temper.
This morning Carlina's insurance agent came and suggest for me to claim the 2 weeks im not working at my hospitalization. Entahlah dapat ke tak dapat yang penting claim je. I tried to pay my bills tru Maybank.2u but tak boleh pulak coz according to the call centre once u change ur card u need to reregister on Maybank2u.com. Adus dah berapa hb ni i belum bayar my bills lagi. Lewat dah ni. tengoklah maybe this afternoon i will try to bayar my bills and reregister for Maybank2u.
When is all of this going to end ya.........
My car is still not ready ( its seems that the workshop i send my car , is doing thier work so slow) not like my previous workshop, and now i'm having problems with my motorcycle coz last week on Wednesday i got a punctured and i send my byke to our workshop just a simple work to be done and paid my boys RM 38.00 for only the tube plus another RM 10.00 for his work but then last friday he told me that the new tube he bought is also a faulty, and look at me in a blurry way .. nak duit lagilah tu. Then i told him to replace it with a new one and after that he was no where to be found. Geramnye aku but i keep my temper.. i guess with all that has been goind in my my life i slowly manage to control my temper.
This morning Carlina's insurance agent came and suggest for me to claim the 2 weeks im not working at my hospitalization. Entahlah dapat ke tak dapat yang penting claim je. I tried to pay my bills tru Maybank.2u but tak boleh pulak coz according to the call centre once u change ur card u need to reregister on Maybank2u.com. Adus dah berapa hb ni i belum bayar my bills lagi. Lewat dah ni. tengoklah maybe this afternoon i will try to bayar my bills and reregister for Maybank2u.
When is all of this going to end ya.........
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
The last lecture.
Randy Pausch is a married father of three, a very popular professor at Carnegie Mellon University—and he is dying. He is suffering from pancreatic cancer, which he says has returned after surgery, chemotherapy and radiation. Doctors say he has only a few months to live.
In September 2007, Randy gave a final lecture to his students at Carnegie Mellon that has since been downloaded more than a million times on the Internet. "There's an academic tradition called the 'Last Lecture.' Hypothetically, if you knew you were going to die and you had one last lecture, what would you say to your students?" Randy says. "Well, for me, there's an elephant in the room. And the elephant in the room, for me, it wasn't hypothetical."
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In September 2007, Randy gave a final lecture to his students at Carnegie Mellon that has since been downloaded more than a million times on the Internet. "There's an academic tradition called the 'Last Lecture.' Hypothetically, if you knew you were going to die and you had one last lecture, what would you say to your students?" Randy says. "Well, for me, there's an elephant in the room. And the elephant in the room, for me, it wasn't hypothetical."
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